rainy days

My ex GF is leaving me , just because im a selfish boy my. I give her everything protect her , but and i never get a single Reward from her. ( im Masturbation everynight imagine other girl ) My Daddy is 0 care about me he never understand what actual i need and my Mom is less come home I bought a new Computer just for doing online Spam and Repeat the same shit everyday . my parent never came visit in my room even so i would yeld at them LEAVE ME ALONE. Only real case i would cry like idiot yeld HELP ME HELP ME My collegue also not like me on the job , boss fired me , all collegue never want be my friend. Im alone adult no one gonna love me. Everyone Betray me Trash is deserve to recycle but please dont toxic everywhere